afterwards i went to jamba juice and ordered a shot of grass. i heard its really good and better than aredbull. so i was like eh. i chugged it. omg it weas so sick. it was just plain and think and ewww! SO GRODIE and expensive too!
i went back home cause my freinds were gonna go golfing today. yeah GOLFING. ahahah not minature but "preppy" golfing. i havent been golfing in like such a long time. jesus christ ever since sophmore year started drama trailed me. ugh! i stopped doing like so many things. and started doing new things some good some bad...actually really bad.
i had like a great feeling cause i was finally beginning to be my old self. i completly ditched my friends this year. for new friends and new relationships. one thing ive noticed "stay close to friends, even closer to boys but keep as far away from drama" haha. so my friends were all happy that we couldd hang out like in the good old days. when we golfed our played tennis, went sailing on my sailboat.
were planning on going sailing sometime. i love it sailing down the shores of newport beach. ugh i have changed over the course of time. i just wanna go back to how i was but i guess i can only do so much. i think i just need to learn to cope.
I open my eyes I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light. I can’t remember how I can’t remember why I’m lying here tonight and I can’t stand the pain and I can’t make it go away No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run The night goes on As I’m fading away I’m sick of this life I just wanna screamHow could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me I’m slipping off the edge I’m hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered And I can’t explain what happened And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done No I can’t
anyways we played 14 holes. practically tok all my afternoon. i got a tan. it was so breezy i like hte golf courses we go to cause they havea great view of the beach and nice pentration of the soon.
and i love julie! thanks fr ebing a fan of my livejournal. and also to tracy sory natly julia who are daily visitors.
anyways im buying my BLOC PARTY TICKETS TOMORROW woohoo and im also gonna go to the killers concert i cant wait!!!! woohoo